xp: kippei and shinji - in the closet

[shattermelt]

Kippei sat in the computer lab and blinked at Shinji's journal entry and shook his head. What the fuck? Something was seriously wrong with Oshitari. But it wasn't harmful, apparently, just real enough to freak you out if you got too close to it. Which Shinji obviously had, because he was weird and he actually liked the bastard and had gone to visit him since he was back. Kippei wasn't certain that hiding in the closet wasn't better than visiting Oshitari. But still, Shinji couldn't stay in there forever, and fuck if Kippei was going to let that Kevin Smith person be the one to drag him out of it. Go to hell, bastard, and he almost left a comment to that effect, but finding Shinji was more important.

He grabbed his things and left, heading for their room, and not for the first time he wondered if living in a place full of other mutants wasn't more trouble than it was worth. But then again, if he hadn't been here he would never have met Shinji, and that would have been bad. Very very bad.

Their room looked empty when he got back, but it would if Shinji was hiding in the closet, and he tossed his things on the bed and went over to knock on the closet door. "Shinji? Shin, what the hell are you doing?" As if that wasn't obvious.

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[ayretala.livejournal.com]

"I'm waiting for someone to kill the spiders, because I dont speak spider and I dont want to learn because spiders are gross. You shouldnt go near them either because you might catch spider germs and then maybe I wont like you anymore because you'll be like a spider and I don't like spiders. So you should stay here with me. And Kii. Kii needs to go to the bathroom..."

Shinji frowned. He looked around and wondered if Kippei would mind if Kii peed in his shoe. Stupid question.

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Kippei shook his head, smiling wryly. Spiders? "There are no spiders, Shinji, you know what his power does. It's all in your head." He tried the door, wondering if it was locked. "I'll stay here with you if you want, but you should come out. Or at least let the cat out. I promise there are no spiders."

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No spiders. Shinji shared a look with the cat and sighed. If Kippei was there it couldn't be too bad, and he was right that that was just what Yuushi's power did. It was embarassing really, that Shinji hadn't been able to tell the difference between reality and Yuushi's spiders, but it was kind of cool too. It meant Yuushi had gotten stronger. Shinji picked up Kii and carefully opened the closet door, sneaking a peek outside.

"Um...can you float Kii out the window and let him pee?"

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Kippei chuckled. "I don't know if that would work. I have a feeling he wouldn't like floating nearly as well as you." He took that cat anyway and pulled the closet door open a little wider, tilting his head at Shinji.

"You staying or what? I can come in with you if you really want me to, but I am sure it's not nearly as comfortable as it is out here. And it's safe, really. I won't let any spiders get you."

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Shinji frowned darkly and crawled out, pushing his way past Kippei and face planting onto his bed with an explosive sigh.

"Stop laughing at me, its not nice you know." He snuggled into his doona with a faint smile, because yeah it had to be pretty damn funny to have to come get your boyfriend out of the closet. Just to spite Kippei he fed him the images Yuushi had fed him, filling up Kippei's brain with the thoughts. Spiders, huge and crawling with legs everywhere and Yuushi having his blood sucked out and the weird noise and yeah...it wasn't so funny like that.

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Kippei made a face. Stop that. I wasn't laughing at you. But he was still amused. He eyed the cat warily, not wanting to continue holding it if it was really about to pee, but he really didn't think that floating it out the window would work, either. Most cats didn't like being suspended by any means, and weightlessness was sure to make it freak out. Either it would wet itself in sheer panic, or it would be too freaked to do it's business at all. In either case, he didn't really feel justified in traumatizing it like that.

"I think I should take him outside," he decided, heading for the door. He doubted Shinji wanted to be outside right now. "I'll be right back."

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What? Shinji sat straight up and watched Kippei march out the door with Kii, an odd squeak escaping him. Not only had Kippei left him, but he had taken his cat with him! Shinji raced to the door and slammed it shut, then bolted to the closet again, closing the door behind him, muttering darkly about his stupid boyfriend.

You're mean.

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Kippei rolled his eyes and grinned to himself. Shinji was cute when he was freaking out. Not that Kippei was going to tell him that. I'll be right back, he repeated patiently, still amused. The whole point of taking the cat outside was not being mean, even if he did think the cat might benefit from a little trauma once in awhile.

He looked sternly at it as he set it down outside, and told it to hurry up. "Shinji's waiting." Fortunately it seemed that Shinji had been right about his state of need, and the kitten wasted no time in finding a place to pee. Kippei shook his head and picked it up when it was done, heading back inside to drag Shinji out of the closet again.

You realize that if there actually were spiders in here, the closet is the most likely place for them? he noted idly as he reentered the room.

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Shinji thought about that for point zero of a second before he flung the door open and bailed back out, jumping on his bed and crawling under the covers.

You just had to point that out didn't you? Get rid of them! I don't want any spiders in our room, so you should kill them all for me.

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Kippei dropped the kitten gently to the floor and went over to the Shinji-shaped lump on the bed, pulling the covers back far enough to peek in at him. "There are no spiders, Shin," he repeated. "I'm just pointing out that if there were, they like dark quiet places like that. It's not a good place to hide. On the other hand... bed is a very good place." He smirked, dropping the blankets back over Shinji's head, and sat down beside him, kicking off his shoes and stretching out on his side next to Shinji.

I can think of better things to do here than hiding, though... He nuzzled at the blankets about where Shinji's head would be, and ran a slow caressing hand up and down his back.

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You dirty old man! Here I am, hiding from huge killer spiders that suck your blood out and you're thinking about sex. You know when you think about I have to think about it. That's not really fair. You should have to think of huge killer spiders and sex in the one sentence. Hmm...sex with killer spiders. Sounds like a bad sixties horror film. Shinji gave up thinking at Kippei and snuck out from under the covers, flopping across Kippei's lap with a contented sigh.

"Did you finish whatever you were doing then?"

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Kippei smirked a little wider. When am I not thinking about sex? he asked idly. However, the idea of sex with killer spiders did rather put a damper on things, and he shrugged comfortably as Shinji rearranged himself on top of him.

"Yeah, sure. Got nothing to do but you," he answered, smirking. Okay, maybe not so much of a damper, then. Seeing as how the spiders were less real to him than Shinji, no matter what images Shinji had put in his mind, and Shinji was warm and sexy and currently draped all over him, yeah, it was kind of hard to stop thinking about sex entirely.

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"Mmmm...you want to do me?" Shinji smirked and let his fingers wiggle their way down the front of Kippei's pants, stroking along the lines of Kippei's body as he wriggled closer to his goal. He frowned a little though, thinking about it.

"On my bed, not yours." He was a little worried about letting go that far and not having a quiet room in the morning.

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Kippei looked amused. "Always. But not necessarily now." Shinji looked a little worried, and Kippei didn't really want him to think that Kippei would push him if he wasn't in the mood for it. Killer spiders weren't exactly what he wanted Shinji to be thinking about if they were going to be having sex. He captured Shinji's wandering hands and held them prisoner while he leaned down to kiss him, purring in satisfaction because Shinji was just damn good, no matter what they were doing.

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Shinji chuckled a little, but not for long, distracted bt kissing Kippei and smiling to himself at the soft purr-like sound escaping his boyfriend. Kippei was just a big cat, content and arrogant and perfect. Shinji struggled to get his hands free, wanting to wrap his arms around him and get closer so he could kiss him better.

Kippei, I want my hands...want to kiss you closer!

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Kippei let him go, smirking, and rolled onto his back, wrapping his arms around Shinji and sliding warm hands underneath his shirt. Closer is good, he agreed. Very, very good. He was purring again as they went back to kissing, humming appreciatively in the back of his throat as he slid his tongue along the roof of Shinji's mouth, exploring as if he were kissing him for the very first time. That he could and did do this every day never stopped being a small miracle to him. He couldn't imagine what his life would be if he had never found Shinji. He thought he would have been dead by now without someone who so perfectly, exactly filled all the empty places in his soul.

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Kippei was thinking weird sappy things that made Shinji laugh softly between kisses because they were not the sort of things Kippei made a habit of saying out loud, but he heard them anyway and they made him all warm and tingly. He definately wasn't going to complain about getting kissed like that, or getting to kiss Kippei like that.

"Mmm...you love me." It was a statement; a fact he knew, because he was in Kippei's head and he knew it. It made his whole life bright, knowing that.

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"Yeah," Kippei admitted, smiling wryly at him. He loved Shinji with a mind-blowing, earth-shattering force of intensity, and sometimes he was more grateful than he could say that Shinji could read it in his mind, could know exactly how much he was loved. He knew he could never say it or express it adequately with his words or even his body. It was only a small part of why he loved having Shinji in his head, but it was the most important.

The wryness was caused by the fact that he knew if Shinji couldn't hear it and feel it for himself, whenever his powers weren't working, he doubted it. Kippei himself felt it as a constant thing, burning inside him like the nucleus of a small sun, as certain as the ever present gravity of earth, and he didn't understand how Shinji could ever doubt that it was still there, whether he could sense it or not. But Kippei never minded reminding him, over and over in whatever way he could. I'll always love you like this.

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"Mmmm..." Shinji nuzzled against Kippei's neck, licking at the pulse he could feel under the skin. "I'll always love you like this too." He smiled and stole another kiss and then flopped on Kippei again, thinking.

"I wonder what's wrong with Yuushi."

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Kippei snorted. Like he gave a damn. Well, maybe he cared a little, if it was bothering Shinji. What Shinji had been doing to his neck was far more interesting. He was a little disappointed that Shinji had stopped.

"Mmmm," he answered, distracted by the way he was lifting Shinji's hair and stroking it, letting it slip through his fingers and send subtle heat melting through his body. "I'm sure he'll be fine," he muttered absently. Sexy hair.

[ayretala.livejournal.com]

Hair? Kippei was thinking about his hair? Well, Shinji liked that Kippei had that weird obsession with it, because he didn't ever want to cut it shorter so it was good. But damn he had a one track mind...but that was part of what Shinji loved about him.

"Kippei...tell me a secret."

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"I don't have any secrets," Kippei answered, still distracted by Shinji's hair. Secrets? What secrets? Shinji already knew them all, didn't he?

He frowned, slightly. "I think I hate my sister," he said slowly. That fierce, burning anger when he thought about her, that he only kept in check because she was still his sister, no matter what--it felt like hate. It felt angry and bitter and vengeful, but you weren't supposed to hate your family.

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Shinji blinked and stared at him, not having expected that. He thought about it and frowned. "Hmm...my sister hates me, and my other one...well, who knows what she thinks. Actually, I dont think she technically thinks anything otherwise I would know what she wants, but she was pretty bitchy last time I heard her, so she probably doesn't like me either. But yeah, one definately hates me and that's not too bad because I never have to see them now anyway. I haven't seen them in years, so I don't think it really matters, if you hate your family, as long as you don't have to see them and they dont have to see you."

Shinji shrugged and stroked Kippei's chest, as if he were a real cat. "How come?"

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Kippei shrugged. He didn't know whether she hated him back, but he wouldn't be surprised. She seemed to be pretty angry with him at any rate, and the feeling was mutual--and, he suspected, probably identical in cause. But he didn't really want to talk about it.

"She's not... who I thought she was, not the person I remember," he said finally, and left it at that. It was a wholly inadequate way to describe the feelings of hurt and betrayal that lay beneath his anger, but he didn't feel like analysing them closely enough to put them into words.

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Shinji just continued petting him soothingly, then decided that Kippei needed some kissing better and got to work, the whole time feeding him an endless feed of adoration. When at last he came up for air, he wasn't sure what he was actually thinking and what was still on repeat.

"Don't ever hate me, okay?"

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Kippei was still dazed from being kissed senseless, but once the words had a chance to make sense in his brain, he gave Shinji an incredulous look. Where had that come from? That wasn't the same thing at all.

Not even possible, he shot back immediately, not taking the time to actually say it out loud. No way in hell did he want Shinji thinking that for one more nanosecond. Shinji was... inside of him, part of him like his bones or his mind. It wasn't possible to imagine the kind of division that could lead to hate. If that ever happened, Kippei would be dead long before he ever got as far as hate.

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Yeah, that was the Kippei Shinji knew. He smiled sunnily, knowing that Kippei was thinking the truth and rewarding him by pushing him harder into the mattress and rubbing an inquistive hand againt his groin.

"I'll never hate you either. Its not possible, because you're perfect no matter what you do."

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Honestly, Kippei had not been worried about that, but it was nice to know, anyway. What was not possible at the moment, however, was thinking, not when he was already turned on from kissing and Shinji was rubbing and jesus. Sex was sounding like a better idea all the time.

He liked the way Shinji was pushing him into the mattress but Shinji just didn't have the weight required for that kind of leverage, so Kippei rolled over on top of him, growling and grinding down with his hips as he dove back in for a hard, hungry kiss, attacking Shinji's mouth with his own, licking and sucking and biting and maybe it was less a kiss than a sack and plunder, but it was Shinji's fault for teasing, or something. Was he meant to be thinking?

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Shinji smirked happily, wrapping arms and legs around Kippei and grinding against him. He loved being under Kippei and holding him and feeling the weight of him smothering and covering him completely. He felt like the world didnt exist, there was just Kippei and that was perfect.

No thinking, time for sex now.