ED log: Kippei and Shinji

[shattermelt]

Kippei definitely liked having Shinji completely moved in. It wasn't really like Shinji was actually around any more often than he had been; he'd practically been living here already, but still... it was nice to know that Shinji was staying here, for good now, that he didn't have anywhere else to go or anyplace that was more home to him than here.

"You keep rearranging my sleep schedule," Kippei grumbled when he'd fallen asleep on the couch again waiting for Shinji to get home from work, and Shinji had woken him up coming in - which was the point of falling asleep on the couch, natch. It was just as hard for Kippei to get used to being up at night as it was for Shinji to be up during the day, and the sort of compromise they'd reached (wherein Kippei got up at noon and worked until very late evening instead of dawn to midafternoon) didn't always work.

He rubbed his eyes and sat up, blinking sleepily at Shinji and reaching out to snag him as he got closer. "Good day--er, night?" he asked, pulling Shinji down into his lap.

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[ayretala.livejournal.com]

Shinji didn't hesitate for a second. He loved living with Kippei. Sure, he had to be careful to make sure he knew when Annie was home, but mostly he was comfortable and happy and secure, and he had Kippei all to himself. He crawled into the space between Kippei and the couch and curled up there, burrowing in against cushions and flesh.

"Mmmmm...you didn't have to stay up for me."

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"If you noticed, actually I didn't," Kippei pointed out grumpily, wrapping around him and resettling into a comfortable position, burying his own face in Shinji's hair and breathing in the scent of it. Shinji smelled like work, but Kippei didn't mind. It was Shinji.

"Anyway this is the only time I get to see you when you're working," he muttered. He was pretty tempted to suggest that Shinji quit working, but he thought if he didn't get decked that Shinji would end up very bored, and either way Kippei wasn't sure it was worth it.

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"Didn't notice," Shinji mumbled, smiling, enjoying pretending that Kippei had waited up for him, which he had really, obviously, because Kippei wanted to see him even though he had been working. He was warm and smothered perfectly, but he soon became very aware, now that he was in the nice clean house, that he didn't smell his best.

"I stink..." He mumbled unhappily, crawling back off the couch and stumbling to the bathroom.

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Kippei sighed but let him go, knowing that Shinji wouldn't be happy until he was clean again. Kippei himself didn't care that much, but Shinji was picky like that. He debated about following Shinji into the shower, but he didn't feel like moving, so he rolled onto his back and closed his eyes, waiting for him to come back.

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Shinji made fast work of stripping out of his clothes and soaping the smoky smell off his skin, toweling off just as quickly, the whole affair a very familiar routine. He tried to remember if Annie was home and decided he didn't really care, wandering out to the couch again and smirking a little as he sprawled out naked on top of Kippei.

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"Hello, sexy," Kippei greeted him, brightening with delight at having warm naked Shinji laying on top of him. He slid his hands down Shinji's back in a slow, leisurely fashion, purring as he savored the smooth warm skin and the hard lines of Shinji's body.

"Mmmm I'm glad you're home," he murmured, finding Shinji's mouth and kissing him deeply.

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Shinji hummed his own appreciation into Kippei's mouth, tongue following the delighted sound, down into the warm, wet heat, tasting the familiar earthiness of Kippei. Home. Home with Kippei and that was just the way he wanted it.

"Me too," he whispered, just to make sure Kippei knew.

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"You never said if you had a good day," Kippei reminded him after a minute. His hands kept stroking lazily over Shinji's skin, smugly thrilled with the fact that Shinji hadn't bothered to get dressed again. Yeah, he lived here now. And Annie was asleep, so she wouldn't care what they got up to out here.

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"It was okay...I got to sleep in," as always, "and then I got to see you work for a little bit, and work was okay...was busy, but good. I got lots of tips..." Always a good thing, in Shinji's opinion. "Did you Have a good day I mean, not get lots of tips? I would be sort of worried if you started getting tips at work."

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Kippei chuckled and kissed him again, running his hands through Shinji's damp hair.

"Had a good day, yeah. Not too many tips," he teased, amused by the idea of getting tips for construction work. But his mind was on other things, and he let his hand trail down Shinji's spine and over the curve of his arse, squeezing as he angled his head for another kiss. "Mine," he murmured.

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Shinji just smiled and licked his way back into Kippei's mouth, happy because Kippei had a good day and had waited up for him, sort of, and no one had tried to give him tips at work, which in Kippei's line of work would equate to hitting on Kippei and then Shinji would have to kill them and he didn't really want to kill anyone at the moment because he was happy.

"I love you," he whispered softly.

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It drove him crazy the way Shinji just came out and said that all the time, and every single time Kippei had no idea what to say to him. Wasn't even sure how he felt about it. It wasn't that he minded, precisely, but it was weird and...Shinji meant it, he supposed, but Kippei didn't know how to deal with that. And Shinji never let him forget it.

He suppressed the urge to sigh and the even stronger urge to groan in frustration and ask Shinji if they could just have sex now, and instead just raised a curious eyebrow and smirked at him.

"Do you?" he asked just as softly, slipping teasing fingers through Shinji's hair, stroking his head and the back of his neck. "I don't know, I think you better show me again."

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Shinji laughed softly at that, not wanting to wake Annie if she was home for fear of scarring her for life with his naked self. He moaned as Kippei's strong fingers stroked the back of his head and neck, massaging tense muscles into a pool of blissful want.

"You're sort of evil for a human you know."

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Kippei just grinned wickedly at him. "That's why you love me," he answered in a low, husky voice, his fingers continuing their slow, sensual massage down the back of Shinji's neck, down to trace his spine and the cleft of his arse. "Is it working?"

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"Maybe," Shinji whispered, shivering a little as his body temperature cooled in the night air, but also because of the warm tingle of pleasure spreading through him. Evil, evil human should not be more evil than a demon, damnit.

"Yes."

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"Good," Kippei murmured, purring as he spread both his hands and swept them slowly back up, caressing the smooth skin and the muscles beneath. "Very..." he kissed Shinji's temple, "good." Another kiss on the corner of Shinji's mouth, tongue slipping out to taste him, licking his way in deeper and kissing him hungrily as his hands slid back down and pulled Shinji harder against him.

"God, you feel good," he groaned. Always perfect.

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"Very good," Shinji corrected, amused. Kippei was always a bit incoherent when he was naked, so it was hard to tell if he was just turned on or still half asleep. Shinji reached down between them and felt between his legs to find out and smirked.

"Very, very good."

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Kippei laughed, a little breathlessly. "I'm glad you think so," he said dryly, shifting his weight and trying to thrust up against him. "Shinji," he breathed, aching, wanting. No one had ever made him feel like this. He saw Shinji every day, could touch him whenever he wanted to and it still was never enough. It was a good thing Shinji was completely his, because Kippei couldn't stand the thought of sharing him.

"You make me crazy." And anyone else who ever touched him was a dead man.

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Like Kippei didn't make him crazier. He was a demon, living with a human, happily, with absolutely no intention of leaving said human for the rest of said human's life unless he was likely physically thrown out of Kippei's life. His smile was wry as he kissed back, licking at the corner of Kippei's mouth, right where he knew Kippei was sensitive.

"I like you crazy."

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Kippei groaned and shivered as Shinji licked him, bucking up against him and flipping them over to pin him against the cushions, kissing him hard and shuddering with pleasure at the feeling of Shinji's naked body trapped beneath him.

"You're so sexy," he gasped, kissing him again, craving the taste of him.

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Shinji was a little startled because okay, yeah, Kippei definitely wasn't still half asleep or anything like that. A groan escaped him as Kippei's weight pushed down against him, hot and heavy and solid and hard and god, yes, Kippei was sexy.

"Kippei....Annie?" He so did not want Kippei's sister walking in on them.

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"She's sleeping," Kippei grumbled, but Shinji had a point, and he sighed heavily. "Fine, fine," he muttered, stealing another kiss before pulling away with extreme reluctance, standing and just looking down at him possessively for a minute with hot, dark eyes. Shinji was the sexiest...demon...well, that only made him sexier.

"Bed now," he ordered, just as if he hadn't been the one standing still, dragging Shinji up and kissing him fiercely, unable to resist that before finally heading for the bedroom.

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Shinji just nodded, amused but too turned on to laugh about it, taking Kippei's hand and tugging him down to the bedroom; their bedroom, and that was so damn cool. He still couldn't believe Kippei had asked him to move in with him. He stared at the bed they had bought together to suit both of them and leaned in closer against Kippei, nuzzling against his shoulder, trying to remember what he had done or thought or felt before meeting Kippei and not remembering. He figured it didn't matter and pushed Kippei across the room, tugging at his clothes and tossing them away.

"Not fair if I'm the only naked one," he pointed out.

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That was true, and Kippei helped him get rid of the clothes as quickly as possible, though his own hands were distracted by trying to touch as much of Shinji as he could get his hands on. Still, they were finally both naked and he pushed Shinji over to the bed, tackling him down and kissing him with hungry desperation.

"Mine, mine, mine," he growled, unable to stop touching and kissing and still needing more. He wanted to make Shinji gasp and squirm and moan and want it as bad as he did. He stretched out on top of Shinji, rubbing sensually against him as he worked his way up to Shinji's ear, loving how sensitive Shinji was there, entranced by the sounds he made when Kippei licked the shell of it and sucked on the slender pointed tip. Sexy as all hell.

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Shinji did all the things Kippei wanted, unable to control his reactions now they were in their own room, where nothing else could intrude. He moaned and groaned and when Kippei's tongue licked the shell of his ear Shinji's legs wrapped around Kippei's waist, pulling their bodies tight together, desperate for something he could barely articulate.

"Evil human...yours...more...now...me...you...Kippei!"

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Shinji was completely incoherent, but that was fine since Kippei was a little beyond speech himself right now. He kissed Shinji's shoulder and stroked his arm soothingly as he searched for the lube...it always seemed to get lost somewhere in the pillows and bedsheets. He finally found it under Shinji's pillow and made quick use of it, biting his lip to keep himself under control until he was finally sliding into tight heat, groaning out loud.

"Oh, Shinji."

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Shinji couldn't keep his hands idle, reaching out to stroke and touch and caress and leaning up to kiss what his fingers had already stroked, but then Kippei was inside him and even touching seemed too hard a thing to remember how to or why to or what or when or how...There was just Kippei. And the very small fact that Kippei had never said...

Shinji had no idea why he was thinking about it now, but he frowned at Kippei and stroked his cheek curiously.

"I love you," he murmured, but the tone had changed; testing and waiting to hear an answer.

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Kippei was at the point where words barely registered, and if it had been the same tone as usual he would have merely murmured an agreement, but as it was the tone sounded like...not a question, exactly, but a sort of challenge, a statement requiring a response, and Shinji was frowning.

Kippei frowned too as his movements slowed, although he found it impossible to stop all together, and he shook his head in frustration, groaning a little as he hung his head and tried to figure out what Shinji wanted. Oh, damn. Those words again.

"I know," he whispered helplessly, fingers tightening on Shinji's hips as he pushed in deeper, suddenly feeling desperate to get as close as possible; he leaned down to kiss Shinji's shoulder, pressing closer. "Mine, you're mine, Shinji, please..." Don't go away.

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Shinji really didn't get it. They were human words, after all, not demon ones, though Shinji didn't know any demon words so the human ones were fine...that was not the point. The point was, what did Kippei want him living here for if he didn't feel that way? What if Zaizen was right and he had somehow become a very weird little demonic sex doll? Or what if Kippei was just playing; having some fun, trying some new things and then he could go back to being not gay again and forget all about it? Shinji shivered, desire cooling rapidly as his brain came up with more and more reasons why Kippei never said it back and really, what sort of idiot was he that he didn't question it before now? He grumpily pushed Kippei off him and curled up facing the other way, grumpily glaring at his hands where they gripped the pillow, mind churning.

"Stupid human." Even stupider demon.

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Okay, this was stupid. Kippei growled in frustration and banged his head against the mattress, wishing it was a brick wall.

"Shinji," he said patiently, "what the fuck? I thought we talked about this." More precisely, he didn't know it was an issue, or at least, he'd thought he was the only one with an issue. Apparently not. He sighed and rolled over, curling up against Shinji's back and hiding his face in Shinji's hair.

"Come on," he whispered, "don't do this, please?"

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"I'm not doing anything!" Shinji protested, gripping the pillow tighter and yeah they had talked about this, but maybe Shinji was just stupid because he didn't get it. The only thing that made sense to him was that he adored Kippei with every stupid demonic fibre of his being, and stupid Kippei couldn't even say 'I love you'. Even people who didn't mean it could still say it!

He turned around and pushed Kippei down into the sheets, reaching down between his legs to stroke the hardness, still slippery with lube, watching Kippei seductively.

"What if I want to be on top...what if I want to fuck you for once? Hmm? If you felt the same, you would want it..." He blinked, having startled himself. "...but you don't."

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Kippei just stared at him, utterly lost. The logic made no sense to him whatever. What did feelings have to do with who was on top?

"You never asked," he said finally, but the idea made him seriously uncomfortable. He'd never really considered it before, although now that he did, he had to admit it wasn't really fair. "I don't...I mean... I... goddammit, Shinji!" he exclaimed in frustration. "What do you want? I've given you everything that I know how to give! What do you want from me? You want to be on top?" he demanded. "Is that what this is about? Fine," he said grimly, giving Shinji a defiant look.

He didn't think he would enjoy it much, but whatever -- it couldn't be that bad when Shinji usually seemed to enjoy it, and he'd maybe be a little bit curious if he wasn't pissed off -- and he knew it wasn't fair, so if Shinji was going to make an issue out of it then he could own up to it and take his share.

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"It's not the same!" Shinji growled at him, getting off Kippei and crawling off the side of the bed, tired and frustrated and angry and having absolutely no idea why. Kippei was right; he had everything Kippei could give him, so why was he so annoyed? Stupid, stupid little demon. He grabbed Kippei's pillow, because it smelt like Kippei, and stomped to the closet, pulling it open, climbing inside and slamming the door shut behind him, sinking down into the thick nest of cushions and blankets he had made and curling up in the nice, warm, dark.

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Kippei sighed and rubbed his forehead, wondering what the hell he was going to do now. He curled up around Shinji's pillow, a little grateful that Shinji had taken his instead without really thinking about why, and wishing that whatever it was that Shinji was on about, he'd get over it in a hurry. It was hard, now, sleeping alone.

Awhile later he rolled onto his back in frustration, glaring at the ceiling. Make that fucking impossible. It could have been half an hour or three, he had no idea, but he couldn't sleep and he ached everywhere and he wanted Shinji. Fucking crazy little bastard. He sighed and got up, dragging a blanket with him and Shinji's pillow as he went into the closet, finding Shinji's little nest and climbing in beside him, curling up around him and sighing with relief. Yeah, better.